Worth Fighting For..

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Bila aku bgn pagi nih.. terasa mcm br bangun dari mimpi..dari mimpi y best aku kembali kepada rutin harian yang sama....lagi..dan lagi...

Really... it's like a dream..when we have a date after a few months not seeing each other...n then it only last for 2 days, then u leave me here again...it;s not ur fault..

i always think that we are so lucky, so special, so unique... we only meet once in afew months, even i have to wait for half of the year to meet u..but yet i know u still sincere and honest to me..

I'm scared to see couple breakup around me...we are not excluded..even high risk kot..i know we had it along time ago. but now we are more appreciate with what we have..the 'pause' for 6 months teach us to love each other more...more understanding...

sumtyme, i become so jelous to other couple who can have date at good place.. have a trip togather...no money constraint...

But we still happy in our way...no car..lrt n teksi aje la..when we date..we will count our money..bgus kan..we can't go jalan2 jauh2 or tempat y susah dapat public transport... tempat y sama je kita pegi..kan3..both of us have hp with cameranya y sudah rosak...boleh bilang ngan jari jer pics y kita snap bila kita kuar b2 dalam 5 years ni kan... sedey gak.. no memory in pics to simpan..

i realize apa y kita lalui ni make me more appreaciate our relationship... i know sebarang kemungkinan boleh berlaku..i'm scare of it...scare of losing u in my life once again.. all i can say is.. let's try our best... semoga takdir berpihak kepada kita..namun yakinlah.. semua yang ditentukan oleh Allah itu adalah y terbaik untuk hambaNya...

thanks for making me happy..thanks cause you love me..thanks cause sabar ngan perangai y mengada-ngada n keanak2kan ni...thanks for everything...

i hope it is worth fighting for...for U...